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BOYS

Some are nice,sweet,idiotic,annoying. All different kinds of boys. But yet they are the same.
[okay i may not make sense here. but i think you get me :) ]

Yeah who does not like them? They are fun to be with :D Especially great guy friends.
I like lots of boys those real ones that i see and those far off in hollywood. I like them for different reasons. Some are funny, some are kind, some are sweet and some are just plain adorable ;]

But for me no one has ever had that factor [okay this does not apply for those in hollywood cause they all have that factor in terms of looks. hehe ]

But i seriously dont know what that factor is. that one thing that just makes them extraordinary that makes them stand out. you know?

Yes i might have shown some interest in a few, but it was nothing. seriously. So far no one has declared an interest in me or i just dont see the signs or im just reading it all wrong. I dont know. I know it sounds pathetic to " you 'cool' bitch assholes" that i have never contacted anyone but i seriously dont care.

I just want to know what it feels like. But i dont give a shit and it can wait. I got more important thing in life to think about and i dont wish to end up a slut.

So to me those who i like for different reasons are better kept as friends and i feel more contented that way. To me its like why should you be involved in a relationship with a good friend and you end up losing a friend along the way. which to me sucks. So i'd rather keep them as friends as the way things were/are.

Yeah maybe im just afraid of closure or something. I dunno. But i know that somewhere out there... is the one for me. When i meet him? I dont know. or maybe he is right under my nose [not literally duh!] just that we have not seen the 'L I G H T' [yeah im not making sense again. hah]

I know that god loves me and has great plans for me. :D
well at least i hope so.

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